the weakest link

Today I attended the Tagalog mass.. It was quite refreshing. sobra.. Im thankful na khet d ako mxadong active sa church now e nkakapag worship p din ako sa solemn place.. atlist we found a catholic church nearby. Knowing that we are based on the Muslim country sobrang i felt blessed.. I know that somehow.. God is near.. I feel his presence. Khet na malayo ako sa family ko ok lng.. I feel at home pag nkikinig ako ng holy mass.. 1st time in my life na umiyak ako sa mass.. never ako umiiyak sa holy mass nun nasa pinas ako.. Being here has made me cling to God more than ever. He is my strenght..

Kaso.. these past few days.. i felt so weak.. Di po ako nkapag fasting.. I felt so awful. =( maybe im quite depress.. I dont know.. Im just so sorry.. patapos na ang holy week.. hayy... di ko din kc ma feel ang holy week d2. I felt like its just an ordinary day.. Im so sorry tlga Lord.. =(