bits and pieces

I am sitting at my fave desk (gro table) ahehe.. thinking about d past and contemplating everything that has happened to me..

Over the years i had made major changes for myself. I am not talking about undergoin cosmetic surgery.. I am talking about how i viewed my life.. how i had lived my life.. and how ive learned from all my past mistakes..

During my high school days.. i was regarded as a problem child, the one who will most likely to get banged, pregnant. the one who will get married right after highschool.. the one who always get hooked with bad boys.. I was not the smart kid in class. I also had my shares of 75 grades.. yet even if im not the star of the class, i am the happiest kid.. i laugh my heart out and i like meeting new friends.. I look at myself.. and i see a beautiful person. haha umiral nnman pgging conceited ko. well i was ordinary lookin girl.. pro everybody really seems to think i am beautiful.. haha. its true pala how u see yourself will reflect in your aura..

So ayun na.. after finishing hs.. off i go to see a different world..
College days.. Dun ko lang na realize na di lang pala ako class B.. class C.. well i didnt know that i was really smart.. kc i have the notion before na im not destined to be ABOVE AVERAGE..
1st year college ako.. History class under Mr ternida.. one of the terror profs sa ceu.. I was not afraid of him.. well slight lang.. kc pinahiya nya ako noon sa room.. ang daldal ko dau kc.. ahehe. and after that lhat ng classmate ko takot n din s knya lalo na pag may surprise graded recitation.. that led me to strive harder on my studies.. I never come to class ill prepared.. and im not backing off pag pinapatayo nya ako at bnabato nya ako ng too much questions.. Im confident sa mga nalalaman ko. And sbe ko sa sarili ko.. MR TERNIDA IM NOT AFRAID OF YOU. SHEMPRE PA.. ive done my research kc.. and there are times na imbis n ako ang nasa hot seat.. xa ang tnatanong ko.. haha.. galing ko noh? since then we became close ng prof nmen terror.. kya from dat moment never nya ako tnatanong.. ayaw nya ako tawagin for recitation.. hehe.. im so proud of myself.. lalo na i was voted as the class muse.. ayoko sabihin nyang mganda ako pro wala nman utak.. haha.. Lhat ng grades ko sa lhat ng subjects.. puro UNO.. pro pinag hirapan ko po yun. as in ngpupuyat ako para mag aral para pag dating sa school. You will see me sa class. talking.. laughing.. eating.. but never nila ako nkitang nag rereview.. bsta pa easy2 lng ako.. pro pag dating ng results ng grade.. im always on TOP.

my college life led me to believe that I AM THE BEST..