saying goodbye.. is never an easy thing..

Haay.. nuthin much happened today.. except that our dear hungarian friend left tonight. Zita is a very nice friend.. but maybe due 2 our age gap mdami din kme differences. I will miss her though.. i maybe quite bored with her.. but i still like her as a person.. kc super simple lng xa.. kind hearted.. good spirited... xa yun tipong routinary.. everything is.. d same.. predictable.. as a matter of fact this is our daily conversation.. i miss you zita.. =(

MOI: hi zita.. howru?
ZITA: im not ok..
MOI: y?
ZITA: i have dubai city tour, after that, i have abu dhabi tour, ill go after to fujairah, i have no sleep.. i have stupid guests..
MOI: hehe.. sbe ko n nga ba.. yun ssbihin nya. evryday ata yun ata litanya nya..

ill miss our starbucks days.. our roadtrip.. my laptop will miss her as well.. miss ko na yun pgsbe s knya.. matagal ka p ba? hehe.. mis u zita.. khet boring xa minsan kasama.. kakamis din pla.. wen i hugged her awhile ago.. i felt so bad.. kc i know she really needs a real friend.. lalo n nasa ibang country xa.. (im so bad.. God.. im rly sori.. i should have put myslf in her shoes) i shouldve welcomed her warmly.. i shouldve been more understanding.. although super nice nman ako wen she's around.. and minsan sabay kme mag breakfast s hotel.. and i taught her kun pnu mag balot ng food.. hehe.. kc awa ako s knya.. wala xang free lunch e.. kya sbe ko.. ibalot nmen sa tissue yun bread para may makain xa pag lunch tym.. grabe.. na touch ako tlga knina.. n khet pnu.. khet bad ako.. na feel p din nya yun sincerity nmen mag pinsan.. khet n nag rereklamo kme sa ugali nya.. hehe.. she was crying while saying goodbye to us.. and she was really shaking.. nun nkita kong umiyak xa.. i felt more guilty.. haay.. bein in dis kind of work has taught me to be tough.. the first time i cried.. i have british guests.. maxado akong nging attach s knila.. and after their holiday. i was crying inside the hotel.. and i was hugging the 2 of them.. sigh.. nakita ko kc s knila yun parents ko e.. the 2nd tym.. was with henriette drees.. friend ko na yun parents nya even before dumating xa.. and super close kme kc araw2 kme mgkasama e.. and now c zita nman.. i have 2 german guests din na gnun.. they call me their daughter.. i love them as well.. kya lng n22 n din akong mging tough.. kya as much as id like to shed some tears.. kaya ko n ihandle. it doesnt mean na i dont care.. mxado lang akong nging manhid dhel sa work ko.. i hope nxt tym ill learn how to care again.. to express how i really feel.. hndi yun control ko yun emotions ko.. yun lng.. bye sexytin.. mwah.. nyt2..
my nanay nanayan guest and tataytatayan guest... miss you...